Saturday nights

MY freaking computer was having issues connecting to the internet today. So here I am writing now. I had an interesting day. A job that I applied for on line asked me to come to an interview but it is an insurance firm. I am completely against insurance and believe that we should have socialized medicine (like most of the world has). Obviously I am not going to the interview. I did work this morning. It was nice.

Then I came home and took a nap since I was out late last night. I did a lot of thinking today like how I am wasting my time at bars, plus money I should be saving. I thought about how I was going to get out of my parent's house and back into my own place. It seems so difficult. I really don't want to be away from Giselle more than 30 hours a week. Yet I can do this right? I need to not think about the how and concentrate on the what.

What should I be doing to better prepare myself for the future I want? I should be investing in myself & anything else that would better my future. Guys and having fun should wait. Those things will come when I am better prepared in my future.

On the positive, I was running today & some guys stopped me and asked if I want to play boucle (not sure how to spell that) ball. I told them I didn't know how. Then one of them said, "you're a cute girl." It was very sweet. But I said thanks and bye as I continued my run. One of the guys yelled something to me as I was leaving but I just pretended to not hear since I had just put my headphones back on.

See, if I just keeping doing healthy things like running and hopefully surfing again than I will meet more guys in a non-drinking setting.

Goals for the next whatever amount of months as I can (without getting too lonely), are to save money & not go to bars unless someone else pays.