muddy Monday

Today was one of those days where the future seems unclear. I was in a dark mood. I am thinking that if anything maybe these writings can become a book. I will have to start improvising in a journal all the details that I am not sure about writing on this blog. Because some things are x-rated and this is more of a PG-13 blog. Remember, I am living my life as if it were a movie right now.

This is the boring part of the film, I guess, where stuff just drags on. There has been no positive progress on the goals for 2010, unless you consider the elimination of jobs progress. On that note, what I mean is that one job (from my three interviews of last week) called and said they hired within the company. The second job said they have my application on hold and will be getting back to me for a phone interview soon.

My wonderful friend, who I have known for about 26 years, told me that he thought that if I didn't get the job it must not be the right job for me. Which is actually true about the one that said they hired someone since it was only part-time and I probably need something full-time.

Anyways all this is not helping the rest of my life, since it is hard to get out and meet anyone when you have no money to spend and it is hard to concentrate on writing when you are feeling down about your work situation. Anyways enough complaining. I have a beautiful family and good health.